In my last post...I was in love with a guy who I actually felt as if we were making love...so I never got those fantasies I usually get. But then I found out he was a sociopath and lied about almost everything he told me about himself. Including all of the other females he was fucking. So after I dumped him, I did start masturbating to the fantasy of it. I was porn and imagine that's how he's fucking other chicks. He used to fuck me good, too. Pinched my nipples, rubbed my butthole, made me squirt, pounded me hard. He made me cum very hard. And I am sure he did the same with all the other girls. It turns me on that there are other chicks out there getting to feel how he made me feel and cum that good. I bet he enjoys making all those pussies cum. He likes to fuck buttholes, too. I'm sure there are other girls out there that are letting him fuck their asses. I can tell the idea of him fucking so many pussies will be the focal point of my masturbating for quite a while. I know how he will make all those girls cum.

He loved girls with big asses...big juicy asses. He loved to bend me over and fuck me hard and he loved fucking my butthole. I came hard watching this video several times and imagined he was fucking this girl. I hope he fucks more girls with such nice asses...

http://www.redtube.com/46305

(i really love those two times where he pulls out because he can't hold back any more. her pussy must have felt so good and made him so swollen)

Or this...

http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lf8hb2z6P41qdau9io1_500.gif

There was another guy I was fucking after him. Nice guy, huge cock, made me squirt hard with his fingers. Things got weird, though. He couldn't handle the friends with benefits thing.

I have met a couple online that seems interested in having me join them. They look pretty sexy. I'll tease her nipples and make her cum really hard. And I'll buck my hips while he's fucking me...I'll pinch her nipples while she's watching his dick pound my pussy close up. That's what she really wants to see...him fucking my pussy and making it cum. I'm gonna tease the fuck out of her when she's watching him fuck me. She's going to get overwhelmingly horny. It is very overwhelmingly intense when a woman watches her man fuck another pussy. I've never felt my clit so swollen. I'll make sure that when I cum, she knows very well that he gave me that orgasm. I want her to know how hard he makes me cum.

I remember the first threesome I had with my ex. With the 19 year old girl. I watched very up close when he was fucking her pussy. I used to rub her clit and suck her nipples. I loved to tease her and build up her orgasm when they fucked. I would also spread her pussy lips apart for him so he could see everything and he fucked her. Watch his dick go in the pink hole, the pussy meat, her clit. He loved looking at her clit when he fucked her. I would spread her and it would be exposed for him. It feels overwhelmingly exciting to watch them cum. I always loved to see his reactions when she made him cum. I could tell he would cum really hard. It turned me on to know her pussy made him cum that way. One thing that I didn't do that I should have was go from behind and rub their buttholes while they are fucking. Their orgasms would have been even more intense. I enjoyed watching him make other pussies cum. I remember before we would meet with the girls, I would remind him to tease their nipples...rub their nipples between his fingers and roll them back and forth. Especially when they are about to cum...roll those nipples like crazy. Then pinch a little harder right when they are climaxing.

It was also a turn on to leave the room and they were still fucking. I'd go to use the restroom, and they wouldn't stop what they were doing. It made me wonder how differently they fucked when I wasn't there to see. They had a moment to focus more on each other. I remember after the threesome happened, her and I stepped out for a smoke. She told me he made her cum really hard and it felt good. It turned me on so much. It also turned me on when he told me how good it felt to fuck her. What I really wanted was for him to go fuck another girl on his own. Without me. I wanted him to experience something that felt more like forbidden sex behind my back. He seemed to like it when I was there, though. He loved how I would help him make the girls cum and spread them for him. He also liked that I watched him make the girls cum and watch him come, as well.

I got an e-mail from my long-time naughty chat and e-mail friend. A 50-something year old guy. Slightly overweight, looks like he would pound the fuck out of an 18 year old and manipulate her pussy. He sent me an e-mail with a picture of some young pornstar with a nubile type look...tiny little bald pink pussy. I replied...

"I bet you would love to fuck her pussy! I bet you would make her
cum hard....imagine looking down and seeing your dick pound her
pussy...her inner pussy lips caressing your cock as it goes back and
forth past them. And then bending her over and fucking her...you could
look down and watch her butthole. You would occasionally reach over and
pluck at her nipples to make her clit swell more. You could rub your
thumb across her butthole and feel when it clinches. You would pound her
good and make her squirt on your dick."

I bet it will get him so fucking horny.
I used to always tell him that his wife should make the ultimate sacrifice and just let him fuck all the pussies he wants. I used to send him porn videos online and tell him to imagine him fucking the girls in the videos while his wife watches. He truly understood that all men should be able to fuck as much pussy as they can.

This is an example of how we used to message eachother...

Me:http://tgp.gammacash.com/galleries/videos/training/28/03/en/index.14.html?adv_id=134302

i love this.....an older guy fucking the shit out of a horny young pussy......look at the way she screams in that last video.......he deserves to have her scream that way, at the end of his dick......every man deserves that. how would you feel if you were fucking her like that and she screamed that way?? if i were to watch you fuck this girl just like that......and watch her throw her head back and cream and pant like that......it would drive me CRAZY

i would know deep in my heart that you were filling her pussy good with your cock...slamming it...making her cum uncontrollably......oh john it would mean so fucking much to me...it would be so fucking beautiful......please watch/listen tot hat video and tell me how it would make you feel inside to share that with her...

Him: i would be soooooo fucking hard if she was creaming for me........my cock would be driven deep in her pussy and i would jack hammer fuck her.......just imagine you are there watching and trying not to rub your clit while i fuck the shit out of that girl.......you would be wimpering and grinding and rolling your nipples......mmmmmmmmm.........

Me: if you fucked her like that, and i was watching her react that way....i wouldnt be able to take it. the intensity between you two, and the love you both share to give eachother that orgasm....it would be more than i could take. i would probably cry while my clit quivered into orgasm while i fingered my butthole and rolled my nipples.
my pussy would cry harder than ever. oh baby i would LOVE to watch the two of you fuck like that. i want to see the look in your eyes while you are pleasuring your cock in her holes and are looking down at her while she screams, so out of control.

i bet you you would feel so fucking good pounding her that way. how would it make you feel if she screamed that way while you fucked her???

Him: i would fuck her harder every time she screams......she would be screaming for me to fuck her ass and make her cum..........you would put your ass in my face and finger your butthole........letting me watch your asshole pucker while you cum....

Me: if you and her fucked like that...it would be my duty to stick a butt plug in my ass and then go down and made sweet love to your butthole with my mouth...making sure to do it perfectly as you and her time your orgasms together......would fucking her like that make you feel a love for her? would it be that intense??

Him: mmmmmmmmmm...........that would be sooooooo good..........i'd love for you to lick and suck my butthole while i fuck her.........i'm sure it would create some kind of feelings.......a bond of some sort....she would probably love me if i fucked her and made her cum so fucking hard.......

Me: it would turn me on to no end to watch you fuck her, knowing that it felt so good, so intense, that both of you shared very deep feelings together......maybe not love....but very deep feelings, almost like you feel you must depend on eachother to feel that way and you want to share it more. you need to be so close to eachother. id want you to fuck her like that until she does fall in love and cries because you are fucking her so good.......it would make me feel so good inside to watch that.

So you can see how we get each other going. I hear from him once in a while. He has been cheating on his wife with the same woman for quite some time. He tells me how they sneak away and his pinches her nipples while he fucks her and gets her all emotional when she cums.

I used to send him this video...

http://efukt.com/1848_Emotional_Orgasm.html

...and I would tell him I like the way she sounds when she comes. So very intense and uncontrollable. I told him that is the way I want him to make women cum. I told him to jack off to the video so he can hear it and aim to hear that when he fucks his mistresses pussy. I bet it would feel fucking amazing for a man to cheat on his wife and make another woman cum like that.

Spoke to my ex recently...the girl he was with in the last entry, didn't work out so well in the romantic department. They did fuck, for sure, though. He didn't give me any details on it, but I'm positive it happened. I do know they we planning on continuing a serious relationship, but things got weird.

As excited as I was, knowing he fucked another pussy, pinched another set of nipples, and came in another pussy...I wasn't completely satisfied. I didn't find her too attractive. I knew she physically wasn't his type. Since then, he's gone on a date with a much younger girl. She is surprisingly extremely pretty and sexy. Pale skin, smoky, sultry eyes, sexy smile, really nice petite body. She's in her very early twenties...definitely the biggest age difference in a female he's ever gone on a date with. They had a date last night, but no kiss. He is starting to feel comfortable giving me tiny details, probably not suspecting that I am very anxious for him to fuck her.

Tonight she is supposed to go to his place and have dinner. He might make a pass at her since he admitted to chicken out last night. If he does kiss her, I am certain his fingers will work their way to her nipples. He will pinch those nipples and roll them firmly between his fingers until her clit swells and starts throbbing. Hopefully she will open herself up to him and let him have his way with her...eating her pussy, fingering her, and letting him fuck her. She is extremely beautiful so I am sure he would carefully take his time to make it perfect and definitely make her cum really good. Him watching his dick go in and out of her pussy is a given. I hope this happens tonight!

Well...it's been a while since the last entry. Since then, I split with my S.O. and have actually found someone else who I am very into. Our sex life is passionate and exciting and quite romantic....something I haven't felt in a very long time, if ever, in this way. So far, I haven't gotten my perverted feelings with this person.

My ex, the one who I've had threesomes with, is still a friend. I don't know 100% how many others he's fucked since we split, but I do know he's with someone this weekend. I'm sure they've fucked by now. I can only imagine the moves he's used on her up til the moment he makes her cum....all the nipple pinching and rolling, the playing with her pussy and fingering her to, hopefully, make her squirt. He's gotten quite good at it and I'm sure he's made her pussy cum pretty hard.

Quite some time before we split up, I was still e-mailing him links to porn vids, to get him going, get him wanting, and make him desire to fuck other women. There is one video I used to send him:

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=c2c9e3fc7f78a0ce1389

Both these girls have sweet, tight little bubble gum pussies. Certain parts that I'd point out to him were ones I really wanted him to watch, which I hoped would drive him crazy.

Zip through to 10:20....there's a long stream of sexy doggie style shots....very beautiful. Or even start at 12:50 to see a great part of it! Those clits should be sucked! I had the pleasure of licking a girls clit while he fucked her that way. 14 minutes in is very sexy...a nice tight pounding.

Another sexy part starts at 20 minutes...so very sexy! And the fucking just gets harder! 21:20 is where it gets really good. It's always nice being the other girl that's watching the girl who is getting fucked. Imagine being that other girl laying right next to another girl who your significant other is FUCKING like that right in front of you.

At 21:35, I think every woman should watch close up as her man fucks another pussy exactly like that! Imagine him fucking THAT pornstar with her screaming she's going to cum!

I recently felt like e-mailing my ex and sending him those links, telling him I hope he is fucking women in those exact ways.

Do men who cheat on women enjoy fucking the other pussies much more than usual? :)

So the local cyberfuck was getting ready to move out of town. He had his place alone for a week...wanted me to go over and fulfill our wildest fuck we could ever imagine, leaving no stone unturned and nothing unstimulated. I wanted to do it so bad, but couldn't bring myself to do so. I've been with the S.O. for quite a few years now. I wanted the cyberfuck to fuck me, though. It would have been perfect getting manipulated by his older hands, being made to be swollen and pushed beyond my limits. If we had only met, it would have been perfect.

On a different note, I am trying to seduce a female friend who is extremely sensual and looks like a goddess. I don't know if she is into other females, but she has at least started to act like a tease and feeds of my naughty messages. I want to make her cum so fucking bad.

All this time I have been secretly waiting for a threesome to happen again. The last one was 3 years ago with a girl I found for us. I was excited to play with her, but my biggest turn on was watching them fuck.

I've been wanting him to fuck someone else again really bad. So much that I've finally decided to let him know. We haven't discussed it in person...just through sexy texts while he was away from home. I've also e-mailed him very sexy videos of threesomes to get him worked up. He now knows I really want him to fuck other pussies. I'm even letting him have the freedom to choose who he wants to fuck. Any pussy he wants. I think he plans on getting in better shape first and doesn't seem to be in a rush, but he has made it clear he would really love to fuck a new pussy. I want him to remember what it feels like to fuck someone he has never fucked before and make her cum. I can't wait!!

I wish every wife could come home from work, walk in the bedroom, and catch her husband in bed, fucking the sexy girl in this video exactly like that.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=63dbb7b46313d6da0569
(you might have to copy and paste that)

I would probably orgasm to know it was happening to a woman right now! Come home and watch your husband fucking the shit out of a sexy girls butthole, pounding it so deep and hard, taking ownership over it.

Most women would feel the blood rush to their face and become overtaken by absolute rage at the sight of some young tight swollen pussy gliding back and forth onto her husbands cock. But it would be best of the wives channel that rage in a different way...

She could send all that pressure and energy down to her clit and just watch....watch closely and understand her husband is doing this because he wants to...he loves the feeling. She should accept that he deserves to experience fucking her. She should pinch the sexy girls nipples so her pussy gets that much more swollen for her husbands cock, making her buck him harder. She should spread the girls pussy lips apart so he can easily see his cock split her pussy. She should go behind them while they fuck so she can rub her husband and the girls buttholes as they get closer to that orgasm.

I think every woman should let their husband experience this at least once.

Here is another perfect example of how a woman should let her man fuck another woman. :)

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=144163541

Wow I got quite a few replies on my last entry, thank you!

More than that...

Yes, my S.O. is really into the perfect, young looking pussy. Here are some examples:

pequenosdelitos.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/00276q4r.jpg

spookycash.com/hgsc13/sc08fb/scar13_12.jpg

galleries.eurobabez.com/hg/content/gingeranal/pics/06.jpg

galleries.eurobabez.com/hg/content/gingeranal/pics/12.jpg

www.hpornstars.com/tgp/gingernice/P00253_800X600_93.jpg

These are the kinds of pussies he loves. Not pussies that look like, what he refers to as roast beef, or pussy flaps.

How do you men feel about these kinds of pussies as opposed to meaty pussies with darkened flaps? I think most men definitely prefer pussies with nice plump outer lips and nice clean pink middles with tiny youthful looking inner petals. No man should be afraid to admit that, so what is your opinion?

Both the girls we had threesomes with had the kind of pussies he loves. Especially  the first first girl...the one who only did the threesome because that was the only way she would get the chance to fuck him. With her, it was completely about them. Neither of them really touched me. I was mostly there to cater to them while they indulged in each other. I still have yet to see him fuck like that again. He has never fucked me like he fucked her those few times they did fuck. She loved and came back another night for more. She told me how good he felt. I watched them make each other cum. I saw the look on his face while he was fucking her, looking down, spreading her pussy, and watching his dick fuck it. I remember how he kept watching how her pussy lips would flutter as he pumped away, watching her delicate pink puffy pussy envelope him. And when he couldn't take it anymore, I watch how he tried so hard to keep his eyes locked on her pussy until he couldn't take it anymore, and threw his head back in uncontrollable ecstasy.

In response to some of my comments on the last entry...he isn't willing to let another man fuck me, not at all. He says it was my decision to let him fuck the other two girls because I'm bi and I allowed it...and he is not bi. He wouldn't feel comfortable with another guy in the room or seeing another guy pleasure me more than he could.

Splitting up with him isn't so easy, nor is it a practical option. We've been together for the long term, definitely not dating. So the idea of cheating has been a battle.

When I talk to him about the lack of sex and problems involving that, he only gets upset and an argument happens that never gets solved. He basically says I am making his feel bad because he can't help his low drive.

I'm sure if he had the chance to fuck the girl we first had a threesome with, he would fuck her for dear life.

Maybe I should somehow create opportunities where he might have the chance to cheat on me...

Sex at home is almost not worth even trying for. In the mean time, the local cybercock has been sending more e-mails and we have been chatting much more. I have still been very secretive about my identity. He hasn't even seen a picture of my face. He can't seem to express enough how much he wants to fuck me and how much he loves the looks of my pussy. My S.O. has never said it out loud, but I have a strong feeling he dislikes the looks of my pussy. I know exactly what kinds of pussy he likes...the pale or pink colored ones with nice plump lips and very small labia minora. The skin on my pussy is darker and one of side of my labia minora is longer than the other. The cybercock loves it. I've sent him pictures and he says he prefers mine over the pink 18 year old-looking pussies.

The cybercock is still pushing for a meet. He repeatedly tells me, "I really want to fuck you." We also talk about about him fucking my butthole, even though I am sure I couldn't handle the size of his cock. Even if he doesn't fuck my ass, there will definitely be butthole play.

I am not sure if I can handle the guilt, but I really need to fuck good. My S.O. obviously doesn't care about my being satisfied. I find that selfish, as I've let him fuck two other pussies since we've been together. Yes, it was a threesome, but he still fucked new pussies. I'm not sure if I should just live in fantasy land or meet with the cybercock and let him pound my pussy hard.

Any suggestions? Should I stay faithful? Should I let the cybercock fuck me? If so, should I set limits or let him completely indulge?